2 days agowhat I didn’t eat monday, march 27th: my mom’s birthdaygrief is fucking weird. I mean, it hit hard in the days/weeks/months when my mom first left the earth, but since then, it’s been a real fuckin creeper. you’re staring at a cardinal, thinking how maybe it’s your mom because people say stupid shit like that to feel better about…Grief4 min readGrief4 min read
Jan 1peanut butter, a non-book deal, meditation and the endless missing of my momIf you know me well, you know my feelings about Reese’s peanut butter cups vs. their peanut butter-enrobed holiday shapes. I wouldn’t eat a regular peanut butter cup if it were the last thing on earth; I will fight my own child for the same exact product when it is…Food4 min readFood4 min read
Nov 17, 2022What I Ate November 16th, 2022: Enough Potatoes to Poison a BodyToday, I got up early and went to 6am hot yoga. I’m still getting reacclimated to working out in groups with other non-masked, breathing people — and I still feel a pretty serious amount of anxiety over it, but there are two places I want to be THE MOST on…7 min read7 min read
Sep 21, 2022What I Ate The Last Two Mornings: A Personal Baguette & “Chocolate” Oatmeal — Sept. 20th & 21st, 2022I ate a whole baguette this morning. I stopped at half and was like, I feel good. But I didn’t want to feel good; I wanted to cross over from a place of empty to a place of full. I wanted to reach a point in which desire would cease…Chocolate4 min readChocolate4 min read
Aug 26, 2022What I Ate on Sunday, June 5th and Saturday, August 20th: Raspberry Croissants & Bubble TeaIt’s been almost three months. For almost three months I’ve been meaning to write about this. About the day my niece bought me bubble tea. And not even just bought it for me — but presented it to me. Do you understand the difference between a purchase and presentation? I…Food5 min readFood5 min read
Apr 27, 2022What I Ate in New York City, Part Deux/April 2, 2022After Nic and Ollie and my dad departed, I went nuts eating. First, I went to the donut shop I had intended Ollie to love, and bought a peanut butter & jelly donut. It was good? But not great. Still, I had to know for myself. After that, I went…Food Diary4 min readFood Diary4 min read
Apr 20, 2022What I/We Ate in New York City, Part One: As A Family (March 30-April 1)Don’t you love how damn exciting it is pre-travel? Like, from the moment you know you are really going somewhere until you get there? I LIVE for that time — because a plane ticket is an in-hand guarantee that you’re going to get to see things you don’t normally see…Food6 min readFood6 min read
Feb 8, 2022What I Ate For Two Weeks Straight: Banana CakeWhat I Ate For Two Weeks Straight: Banana Cake Hey. I am coming off a bit of a bender. A cake bender, to be exact. For the last two weeks in this house, we have had a cake pan on the counter, filled with banana cake. We made a cake…Food And Drink5 min readFood And Drink5 min read
Jan 14, 2022What I Ate, January 12th, 2022: The Prettiest Pastries in TownYesterday, before we walked Ollie to school, I mentioned to Nic that I really wanted to go to a bakery I love in town, to get some fresh bread. They have gorgeous croissants and perfect cookies and really nice little cakes and pies — but I really just wanted a…Food6 min readFood6 min read
Jan 5, 2022What I Ate, January 4, 2022: Table FoodThis morning, I stayed in bed and let Nic walk Bela in the cold. When he returned, and Oliver called out for breakfast, I let Nic do it. Some mornings, I rise and tend to him. But some mornings, I let Nic do it. I revel in the feel of…Food5 min readFood5 min read